歌曲介紹
Pay money To my Pain 於 2011 年所發佈的歌曲。
這首收錄在專輯《Remember the name》
之中的經典核心樂章，
之中的經典核心樂章，
完美展現了這支來自日本的
重裝部隊那種直擊心靈的爆發力。
重裝部隊那種直擊心靈的爆發力。
當時的作品編排融合了後硬核與金屬元素，
在地下圈子引發極大的震撼。
主唱 K 用最赤裸的文字，
掏空自己來記錄與憂鬱共處的斑駁痕跡。
音符裡充滿了對過往榮光的眷戀，
也塞滿了面對無力現實的憤怒咆哮。
歌詞翻譯
[Verse 1]
I feel my heart is getting lost
我感覺自己的心早就迷失了方向
Being myself is painful
做回真實的自己，竟然是這麼痛苦的一件事
Someone says you don't have a chance
那些人在旁邊冷言冷語，說你早就沒機會了
To restart the life that you never had
別妄想去重啟那段你從未真正擁有過的人生
Negative emotions attack me
負面情緒排山倒海般向我襲來
Especially like this lonely night
特別是在這種孤魂野鬼、寂寞得要死的深夜裡
Silence is eating my brain
死寂的沉默正一口一口啃食著我的腦袋
Shutting me down and I'm stuck again
像被強制關機一樣，老子又一次卡在死胡同裡動彈不得
（這段把都市焦慮與憂鬱的發作描寫得有夠傳神，
那種全身上下被悲傷「卡住」的感覺，
經歷過的人都懂）
Years spent drawing and painting many colors on myself
這些年來，我拼了命在自己身上塗抹各種繽紛的色彩
Once I saw my future
我也曾一度在迷霧中看見過美好的未來
But now I need to wipe off my eyes
但此時此刻，我得狠狠揉一揉雙眼、把淚水擦乾才行
[Chorus]
Tell me when you have lost your way
告訴我，當你也徹底迷失方向的時候
What would you do to see the light again
你到底要付出多少代價，才能再次看見那一絲微光？
A picture is the only way to remember
照片成了唯一的救贖，用來提醒我們
That your past is true
過往那些活著的痕跡，全部都是真真切切存在過的
When you get trapped in your life
當你被殘酷的現實人生給死死困住
When you are up against the wall
當你被逼到走投無路、只能退到牆角去背水一戰
What would you give to be free
你願意拿什麼去交換，好讓自己重獲自由？
Just like how we were before
就像我們當初最純粹、最無拘無束的那個模樣
Before
在一切變調之前
[Verse 2]
Endless pain I've had enough
這種沒完沒了的無盡痛楚，老子早就受夠了！
If only just for now can't I have it all
哪怕只有現在這一刻，難道我就不能自私地擁有一切嗎？
But in the end it defeated me
但殘酷的是，到頭來現實還是把我給打得落花流水
Why do I let my past laugh at me
我到底為什麼要這麼窩囊，任憑那些不堪的過去在背後嘲笑我？
I've been dreaming and I've been drawing what I saw
我一直不斷做著夢，試圖把親眼見過的美好畫面給畫下來
But time waits up for no one
然而時間殘酷得很，從來不會停下來等任何人
That's why we are living in a picture
這就是為什麼，我們最終都只能無奈地活在定格的照片裡
[Chorus]
Tell me when you have lost your way
告訴我，當你也徹底迷失方向的時候
What would you do to see the light again
你到底要付出多少代價，才能再次看見那一絲微光？
A picture is the only way to remember
照片成了唯一的救贖，用來提醒我們
That your past is true
過往那些活著的痕跡，全部都是真真切切存在過的
When you get trapped in your life
當你被殘酷的現實人生給死死困住
When you are up against the wall
當你被逼到走投無路、只能退到牆角去背水一戰
What would you give to be free
你願意拿什麼去交換，好讓自己重獲自由？
Just like how we were before
就像我們當初最純粹、最無拘無束的那個模樣
[Bridge]
I feel my heart is getting lost
我感覺自己的內心早就迷失了方向
Being myself is painful
做回真實的自己，竟然是這麼痛苦的一件事
Someone says you don't have a chance
那些人在旁邊冷言冷語，說你早就沒機會了
To restart the life that you never had
別妄想去重啟那段你從未真正擁有過的人生
Negative emotions attacked me
負面情緒再次惡狠狠地將我吞噬
I can feel my hope slipping away
我能清清楚楚感覺到，微弱的希望正在一點一滴溜走
I ask myself
我只能無助地在心裡問著自己
Will you stay with me
妳還願意留下來，陪在我身邊嗎？
[Chorus]
Tell me when you have lost your way
告訴我，當你也徹底迷失方向的時候
What would you do to see the light again
你到底要付出多少代價，才能再次看見那一絲微光？
A picture is the only way to remember
照片成了唯一的救贖，用來提醒我們
That your past is true
過往那些活著的痕跡，全部都是真真切切存在過的
When you get trapped in your life
當妳整個人被現實的枷鎖給死死困住
Just wanna run but you don't have the strength
明明巴不得拔腿就跑，身上卻連一絲力氣也沒有
What would you give to be free
妳甘願拿生命中的什麼去典當，只為了換回自由？
Just like how we were before
就像我們當初最純粹、最無拘無束的那個模樣
[Outro]
One more time
就再放手一搏、大幹一場吧！