歌曲介紹
Rosie Darling 於 2023 年所發佈的歌曲。
這首作品充滿了標誌性的精緻感，
將失戀後的內心掙扎描繪得淋漓盡致。
旋律從最初細膩平緩的自白，
逐漸層次遞進，
渲染出宏大且令人動容的音樂氛圍。
歌詞揭示了一段有毒關係（Toxic Relationship）帶來的沉重代價。
那種假裝幸福卻傷痕累累的諷刺感，
透過空靈卻充滿爆發力的嗓音唱出，
讓每位曾在感情中迷失的人都深感共鳴。
歌詞翻譯
[Verse 1]
I was young and you were there and I felt chosen
那時我很年輕，而你剛好出現，讓我產生了一種被命運眷顧的錯覺
In a way, I liked the way you cut me open
在某種程度上，我甚至病態地喜歡你將我毫無保留剖開、看透的模樣
Don't know how I didn't see that you had all the power
真不知道當初眼光怎麼會那麼瞎，沒看清掌控權完全握在你手裡
To chew me up and spit me out, guess in the moment
任憑你把我生吞活剝再無情吐掉，我想在那個當下
I put you on a pedestal, I made you golden
我把你捧得太高，像神明一樣供奉，把你塑造成無懈可擊的完美化身
Would've spent my whole life throwin' rocks up at your tower
甚至甘願一輩子當個傻子，在你高築的城堡樓下丟石頭試圖引起注意
[Pre-Chorus]
It was bad, but it felt good
那段感情明明爛透了，卻該死地讓人沉溺其中
[Chorus]
I was smilin', you were bleedin' me dry
我臉上掛著微笑，你卻正在榨乾我的靈魂
I was flyin', fallin' out of your sky
我以為自己正在幸福翱翔，其實只是從你的世界殘酷墜落
I swore I never wanted it to end
我曾傻傻發誓，這輩子絕對不要和你有結束的一天
I was dyin' tryna give you my love
為了把滿腔的愛奉獻給你，我幾乎耗盡了最後一絲氣力
Didn't see the damage 'til it was done
直到全面崩盤，我才驚覺自己早已遍體鱗傷
If happy's what I was back then
如果當初那種自虐的狀態叫做快樂
I hope I'm never happy again
那我寧願這輩子再也不要快樂了
[Verse 2]
I've been tryna break it down and analyze it
這陣子我一直試著把過去拆解、理性分析
Swallow all the pain you left, metabolize it
試著吞下你留給我的所有痛苦，將它們慢慢代謝掉
Like I could make you go away if I could understand why, why I
彷彿只要想透了為什麼，就能徹底把你從記憶裡抹去，為什麼當初我
Thought you were different and I found somethin' I was missin'
會盲目覺得你是特別的，以為在你身上找到了我生命中缺失的拼圖
Guess I didn't, oh
現在看來，根本是一場空，噢
And the worst part is I know, you know
而最慘的是，我心裡明白，你也早就看穿了我的死穴
[Chorus]
I was smilin', you were bleedin' me dry
我臉上掛著微笑，你卻正在榨乾我的靈魂
I was flyin', fallin' out of your sky
我以為自己正在幸福翱翔，其實只是從你的世界殘酷墜落
I swore I never wanted it to end
我曾傻傻發誓，這輩子絕對不要和你有結束的一天
I was dyin' tryna give you my love
為了把滿腔的愛奉獻給你，我幾乎耗盡了最後一絲氣力
Didn't see the damage 'til it was done
直到全面崩盤，我才驚覺自己早已遍體鱗傷
If happy's what I was back then
如果當初那種自虐的狀態叫做快樂
I hope I'm never happy again
那我寧願這輩子再也不要快樂了
[Post-Chorus]
Happy again
再次快樂
Mm, mm
嗯，嗯
[Chorus]
I was smilin', but I wanted to cry
我強顏歡笑，內心其實痛到好想大哭一場
Felt like flyin', I thought I was so high
那種輕飄飄的感覺，我還以為自己幸福到了雲端
I swore that we were never gonna end, oh
我曾發誓我們這輩子絕對不會分開，噢
I was dyin' tryna give you my love
為了把滿腔的愛奉獻給你，我幾乎耗盡了最後一絲氣力
Didn't see the damage 'til it was done
直到全面崩盤，我才驚覺自己早已遍體鱗傷
If happy's what I was back then
如果當初那種自虐的狀態叫做快樂
I hope I'm never happy again
那我寧願這輩子再也不要快樂了